What an amazing time, 2020 has arrived: finalement! I have to admit that 2019 was one of the most life-changing years I have had to date and at the same time, it was filled with challenges, intense emotional experiences, defeat, but most of all opportunity.
Is it me or have you heard “You have to love yourself first before you can attract real love,” too many fucking times to count? I remember hearing that and then I would see others around me in love, knowing that those folks were not necessarily loving on themselves firstly. It would leave me feeling so confused I would give up on the thought and continue life as usual…either single or dating someone incredibly abusive also not forgetting the abusive friendships and family relationships that continued endlessly.
It would be hard for many of my western Canadian counterparts to fathom the idea that moving to Quebec could be a lifesaver. Under what circumstances would that make any sense at all? The language that Québécois people celebrate and the rest of Canadians wonder about its relevance to their daily bread, français, is every bit my trio’s saving grace as it is our biggest challenge.
It’s been a while since the spring of 2017 has come and gone. This was a time in my life I will never forget. A time that I tell the people around me I almost died of unhappiness and despair. Everything that could go wrong did go wrong, simultaneously, like the atom bomb of life’s bullshit had been dropped and exploded creating the sloppiest most destructive mess all over the pillars of my life. High blood pressure, kids failing in school, abusive ex-husband, takers, financial distress, motherhood impossible, toxic intimate relationships, smoking way too much weed, lonely, tired and plagued by constant anger and a feeling of entrapment. I would love to be able to tell you that it was one event that made this mess like the bomb I referenced but I have to admit that it was years of various decisions, events that were out of and within my control, and numerous toxic relationships that landed me there.
It’s been a while since the spring of 2017 has come and gone. This was a time in my life I will never forget. A time that I tell the people around me I almost died of unhappiness and despair. Everything that could go wrong did go wrong, simultaneously, like the atom bomb of life’s bullshit had been dropped and exploded creating the sloppiest most destructive mess all over the pillars of my life. High blood pressure, kids failing in school, abusive ex-husband, takers, financial distress, motherhood impossible, toxic intimate relationships, smoking way too much weed, lonely, tired and plagued by constant anger and a feeling of entrapment. I would love to be able to tell you that it was one event that made this mess like the bomb I referenced but I have to admit that it was years of various decisions, events that were out of and within my control, and numerous toxic relationships that landed me there. (more…)
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